if there’s ANY sliiiight ‘upside’ to my mom being ill as of lately, it has to be all these cute stories she tells me from ‘back in the day’. for example, one time my dad got my mom a camera for her bday LOL. I laugh because she never got to use it, lol he took it with him everywhere and she shrugged it off. lol i gotta start recording these conversations :(
the downside i would say is how everything gets me so emotional as of lately! My best friends is getting married: I cry. My cousin wants me to be a god mother: I cry. and as a result of that I pretty much drink to get drunk, no matter what! lol then I get dropped off, begrudgingly, by a good friend and have to apologize the next day. smh.